Celebrating another year, and ready for a life change...

10:08 AM
Good Morning, Friends!
While ever-so-grateful to be celebrating another year.
Ready for a change.
I have lived in South Beach, Miami for over 5 years.
Met a dear friend 6 months later, who had always made my birthday so special,
and he was one of my best friends until recently.
Have recently lost many friends, as well.  (their choice)😕

The political divide is really immense & unfortunate.
As well, there are now friends who won't be anywhere near me
(whether I wear a mask or not)
because I don't "BELIEVE" in the masks.

I wear a mask, of course (when I'm told or asked to).
Who doesn't?
I know I could say that I "can't for health reasons," but I'm not going to lie.
That is not me.

My body is strong & healthy.  
Of course, I can wear a mask if that is what makes others more comfortable.

I have spent a lot of time alone at home since February, because I don't like to wear a mask.
 Even more, it is painful for me to see so many others wearing masks.

I have no judgment about those who feel the need to wear masks.
For me, it is about building my immunity.
http://liveultimate.com/BeingTracy/livehealthy
(You can too!)
Recently I passed my real estate exam in the state of FL,
so first I am looking around FL for a place to live.
However, I can always take the test again, so I am considering all options.

If you know my lifestyle & the way I enjoy living an active full life,
perhaps you can recommend a place?

I've had to explain my decision to move to a few of my friends and my family.
So, if you don't understand my decision, I will sum it in my last 3 dates/relationships:

1)   After 4.5 months of dating, he went to Colombia and shacked up with a girl there, and came back and told me that he thought we were just "having sex," so what was wrong with me(?)
...when I figured it out, & that bothered me.

2)  After a month of dating and traveling together, wouldn't give me his home address, and then finally ghosted me, shortly after I told him I was going to visit HIM.

3)  The first date, after dinner, he took me to see his new apartment after he kept remarking that he wanted me to see it, and wouldn't take "no" for an answer.  Then I found that this apartment ended up being SO NEW that the only furniture there was a master king-size bed in the bedroom and a table and chairs on the balcony. There was not even water as a refreshment because "no cups," and seemed to be no lighting, as well.

Also, what has helped me to realize that Miami may not be the best place for me, is friends who don't want their picture taken with me because they are not who they say they are 
or not who they're supposed to be with.

Anyway, no hard feelings.  Just time to move on.
How can I find my soul-mate here, when the Miami vibe isn't really mine?
I've loved living here, and the friends I've made, and am sooo grateful for, 
...and hope to have forever.

GRATEFUL today to celebrate 52 years of happiness, strength, and vitality.
The biggest and best accomplishment that I have in my life is my 4 beautiful & smart daughters.
Today one of them is passing her nursing national exam.
She said she chose my birthday because she thought it was a lucky day!

I'm putting in lots of prayers to be guided in my search, 
Still, I am the type of partner that I hope someday to attract, and that is of action.

I don't TALK about what I am going to do much.
I just DO IT.... I realize now, kinda like Nike!!😂

No one knows South Beach better than me, so if you are interested in living here, I have loved it, and can recommend some amazing locations for you...the first would be my big partially furnished, 1 bedroom apartment, which will be available in September 2020, right after I move out!!

Sending you all lots of LOVE today, on my birthday!!

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