So sad.
How did this happen?
Why is this happening?
I have cried enough over the last couple of weeks.
The first week following the betrayal that I described in my last blog,
I almost completely withdrew from society.
Finally, this week, I’m back to really enjoying helping people reach their real estate goals, and it has taken my mind completely… well almost completely... off the violation of trust between Mr. French and me.
Mr. French had blocked me on WhatsApp after my last blog.
He didn’t have to. I didn’t have anything to say to him. But I guess he was worried that our connection might draw attention to him… Somehow.
Then, this morning… Early in the gym… 7:30 AM I received a message:
Mr. FRENCH text me out of the blue and wanted to know how he could get on the auto order to keep receiving Live Ultimate Elixir with 12 super foods. I had been ordering it for both of us the past couple months, and he had enjoyed taking it, for more than a year, each day.
I didn’t want to respond, but I realized that when you love someone, just because they hurt you, that doesn’t go away. I still wanted him to take care of himself and be healthy.
So I simply text him:
I was already making real estate calls at 8:30 AM when he started audio calling me. I didn’t answer.
I don’t think we have anything to talk about anymore...now that I know that he is married, and also with at least 1 other girlfriend. (married is not my dating market)
Then I received a mock production of a business card with my full name, address and contact information and the slogan:
“For all of your South Florida Real Estate Needs, let me make your dreams come true.”
At first, I was confused.
Was he doing something nice? It didn’t immediately occur to me that he was being vindictive.
Also, I didn't immediately notice the sexual connotation that
he was drawing between me and my business and my maiden last name "Busch" in quotation marks.
I was more confused. What is he trying to accomplish here?
Then, he asked me to send him a picture to complete the business card.
He said if I did not, he will be forced to use one of the "naked or a semi-naked pictures" that "we" had taken. I never allow anyone to take naked pictures of me, so this was really also confusing.
Then he shot over a completely undressed picture of me via WhatsApp Messenger.
I was asleep, and on top of the covers.
I remember he took this picture of me a couple weeks ago, and I had asked him to please delete it when he showed it to me in the next morning after we both woke up.
And finally, when he still wasn't getting a response from me, he started sending over more flattering options. (With clothes)
(which he has continued to do until now3:30 pm)
Then it occurred to me what was going on. This man was trying to invoke a response from me.
The more I would ignore his advances, the more incessant he became.
So, here I am, finally to the point where I am picking my life back up, after taking last week basically in Slow Mode, except the realization that I needed to take time to rebuild and repair myself, from that blow to my ego, confidence & heart...which is still very tender.
Then this week, after I’ve had a great week helping my now pleased clients to buy, sell and invest in real estate...THIS!!!
The “devil“ is trying to upset me again.
I've become more religious recently...closer to God.
More time praying & at church.
I'm praying for everyone...even Mr. French.
This is the way the devil works, I’m told.
As soon as you start really making positive changes in your life and in the lives of others through servitude, the devil will SOMEHOW try to bring you down.
It probably won't be as dramatic as this...it could be anything.
Hopefully it is not the sickness or life of anyone in your family or that you love, but if it is:
Just remember:
We are never alone.
We must ALWAYS keep the faith, and always work toward self improvement, and for GOOD.
Today I am going to start praying on my KNEES...anything that can bring me closer to God.
(People I've talked with that actually pray on their knees give prayer really good reviews.)
I've been humbled. I'll try anything.
So unfortunate that it has to end this way, with Mr. French, (with this type of behavior replacing all of the good memories I'd had of our time together, but I am getting stronger for it, and so will you for making it through whatever is challenging you today.
It'sgood to remember that God always has a plan, and something better is coming for us!
If I can help you to enhance your life through buying, selling or investing in real estate please contact me and let me know.
So Michael Phillips-you are one ugly man. Inside AND out. I pity the women conned by you. You should be in prison. Make no mistake YOU ARE A CON MAN. You are and have been a piece of human excrement. Now you attempt to attack the woman who’s exposed you. MORE WOMAN should be alerted as to who you are and who you work for. Maybe your boss of PRIME 112 etc would like to know exactly what you do to other people!! I’m not afraid to expose you. You can threaten Tracy all you want but you’d better know she has friends and we aren’t afraid of you. Fck you Asshole.
ReplyDeleteSo Michael Phillips-you are one ugly man. Inside AND out. I pity the women conned by you. You should be in prison. Make no mistake YOU ARE A CON MAN. You are and have been a piece of human excrement. Now you attempt to attack the woman who’s exposed you. MORE WOMAN should be alerted as to who you are and who you work for. Maybe your boss of PRIME 112 etc would like to know exactly what you do to other people!! I’m not afraid to expose you. You can threaten Tracy all you want but you’d better know she has friends and we aren’t afraid of you. Fck you Asshole.
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